Triggering (SI/ED) - weepy-hyugs please?

[over the rainbow]

im just posting in the hope i can have some hugs and support please.
i am awfully weepy right now.

this is going to sound silly so no-one need reply if it sounds daft.

basically,everything has built up lately and its all coming out now.
ive been restricting my food intake and exercising in an attempt to loose some weight. my nana's house is being sold (she died just over a year ago) and theres a sadness to that. also,we are thinking of moving house because my brothers are being awkward over bedrooms(its a long and silly story) but i dont want to move.not yet.im settled in our house and dont want the upheaval.
im struggling to avoid self harming right now.its usually what i would turn to when im feeling like this
so,if i can please have some hugs,id really appreciate it.

[one_step_closer]

I'm sorry that so many difficult things are going on for you right now. Is there anyone you can confide in? I'm here if you need to talk. Take care.

[over the rainbow]

thanks love. i really appreciate it.
i dont often get like this.its when im exhausted,i just break down sort of.im loosing my temper which is so unusual for me.im usually so quiet,shy and peaceful.
im all snappy and weepy.
i talk to my mum quite alot,we are very close.
i dont have any freinds now,so i like posting on here.its nice to know you are a freind.thanks love.

*Sending you lots of cuddles* I'm sorry things are hard for you at the moment - I think it is not surprising that you're finding it difficult with so much going on and so much change happening. I think it's really good that you're trying to find a healthier way of coping than self-harm - what do you think would help? It sounds like you need to be really gentle with yourself right now,maybe try to do something soothing for yourself, give yourself little treats. Please be careful with the dieting and exercise; if you're restricting too much it is only likely to make you feel worse, as I'm sure you know. Try to make sure that you are eating enough.

Is there anyone you can talk to about how you're feeling? It sounds like a lot to be dealing with on your own so I hope that there is. It just helps a lot sometimes to know that someone is there and cares and wants to help.

Please feel free to PM me anytime if you need to talk or anything. Look after yourself xx

[over the rainbow]

dear sparky.
thank you so much love.how kind you are.
ive managed not to self harm.
ive managed to distract myself by looking into something ive been pondering on for a while now-becoming a vet. im studying animal care this september and if i can do a A-level in biology this year,maybe a night class or something,i could do a foundation degree in veternary nursing! this isnt a certainty but im thinking about it and sending e-mails.its nice to have my mind on something.
i am struggling with eating.i want to loose weight again but i know if i do,ill struggle at college.its a tug of war.
i talk to my mum alot.shes great and so helpful.
thank you so much for understanding and for the hugs.
love hevs

[Greyscale]

I just wanted to say I've read this, and while I don't really have anything worthwhile to say - I hope you're doing a little bit better, and if you ever want to or need to, you can PM me =]

[over the rainbow]

thanks love.
im feeling MUCH better today and a few really good things have happened.
thank you

[one_step_closer]

I'm pleased to hear that you're feeling better. I hope things continue to improve for you.