self harm warning

[aaliyah]

my name is aaliyah im 26 years old ,i have a 4 year old son . im bp suicidal and ptsd and i'v been sexually abused. i haven't been on meds in awhile. im just feeling down wanting to self harm idunno maybe i just don't want to be here

[Mimsy]

Hey aaliyah,
I hope you're ok. Tell us whats going on, it helps to get it all out. If you need someone to talk to, PM me.
Take care, Miriam xxxx

[Merc]

hello
*waves*, welcome.
Sorry you are feeling so down.
But there are lots of lovely ppl here who will be happy to listen and help as much as we can.
Pls keep posting; it really does help to get it out.Do you have anyone (doc/therapist/etc) now that you can talk to? maybe a good idea to reach out to someone, you dont need to fight this all alone.
pls try to be safe
romp

[chocostashchick]

keep talking
keep posting
you do want to be here, you need to be here and you deserve to be happy
your son needs you
maybe it's time to try the meds again and talk to your doctor
stay safe and keep updating

[aaliyah]

thank you all for your kind words i really do appreciate it all so very much.

[aaliyah]

i feel unsafe my feeling i feel ashamed of , i don't see a doctor or a therapist or anything i am fighting this on my own. i don't have anyone no family no friends. im a very shy woman don't uncomfortable in groups.im actuallt embarrassed and ashamed to see a doctor i feel as if i shouldn't be feeling these feelings i really want to harm myself it keeps getting stronger.

[Stellata]

I also don't feel comfortable in groups. I have also been called shy, but it's actually fear because of the traumas I have been through.
Shame is hard to cope with, but, usually it is a result of the abuse you've been through, and not about you as a person. It's not your fault.
I can be hard to reach out. All the conditioning of abuse tells us not to tell. But telling our struggles to someone can really help, can relieve some of the pressure and pain inside.