Triggering (SI) - Not feeling good

[Foxeh]

I feel so out of control and anxious right now. Nothing seems to make much sense and I just feel like I'm in the middle of a big whirl of new job, crappy uni, mood swings and unrest.
I just feel so worried about everything and I can't stop no matter what I do.
I wanted to harm yesterday but there is nowhere I can do it anymore. I've even lost control over that.
I feel trapped and alone.

I've just tried to talk to Mother about it but...she didn't really understand.

I just feel so awful.

[Kitkat :)]

It can be hard for parents to understand when their child is facing mental health difficulties.

It's understandable that you feel trapped, I can't self harm anymore and am under constant watch from my Mum and friends, so I can relate to you. Is there any other way you can maybe release yourself? In a non-harmful way?

All this change must be upsetting you, but it's okay to feel that way because any form of change is nerve-racking. But you'll be settled before you know it, you just have to hang in there. I know it'll be hard, but I know you can do it.

Take care, PM me if you want (: