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Old 26-07-2010, 08:17 PM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide) - Relaspe.........??

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Im going to see my pysc tommorow but im scared of what she mite say or do because i have a diary where i write all my thoughts in it and theres stuff like i want to kill myself and od and cut myself.

Ive been feeling really triggered just recentley and im begginign to get snowed under with everything and i feel so alone because everyone thinks im getting better but im getting worse now.

My obsession has come back, i obsessibley text and i cant help it i cant do anything bout it i just feel so ERGHHHHH!!! its too hard to xplain

Im losing all patience with myself because i feel as if im falling backwards into everything what happened not more than 6 month ago.

Im so scared what if they want to Actually section me this time im more of a danger this time plus i aint got a proper adult services yet im still under camhs im going into a transition period im just so confused and unable to describe how i am.

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Old 27-07-2010, 06:03 PM   #2
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Have you seen your psych yet? It is best to be as honest as you can so that you can get the appropiate help. My best wishes.



PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.

I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.


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Old 27-07-2010, 09:45 PM   #3
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Thankyou for replying, but i talked to her today and she wasnt actually that bothered but i attempted to really do some damage last nite which wasnt good and she didnt care i found someone who did though which is a little better more of a response from her

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Old 28-07-2010, 10:07 PM   #4
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I'm sad to hear that she was so useless. Who was the other person that you found?



PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.

I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.


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Old 29-07-2010, 10:26 AM   #5
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I just dont want to carry on anymore its too hard and they arent taking any notice, a crisis team person who aint even regulary involved with me....i wish she was though coe she understands and she helps so much when things like this happen

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Old 30-07-2010, 03:50 PM   #6
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Have you tried writing a letter to someone who is helping you about everything and state how desperate you are?



PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.

I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.


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Old 30-07-2010, 07:28 PM   #7
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Hi Steel maiden,
No i havent i got a book i write in but they dont take me seriosuly just like every proffesional around me

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Old 07-08-2010, 08:52 PM   #8
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You could make a formal complaint against them. Sorry I'm not being much help.



PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.

I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.


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Old 09-08-2010, 12:16 AM   #9
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Do you have a Care-Co-ordinator? You could ask your psych if you can have one (I think you're supposed to have one if you have regular contact with MH services) and once you have a Care Co-ordinator, they can help you with support and/or sort out a support worker or social worker or CPN for you.

Hopefully they will be better and more supportive as they tend to be the people who regularly meet with people to support them and even just to talk to them and check in with them once a week or so (or more if you need it) so they tend to be more sympathetic than psychs and can help you with coping strategies etc.

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Old 10-08-2010, 07:38 PM   #10
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I agree with Albermarle.



PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.

I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.


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