Holiday has tipped things. *Alcohol*

[-Chelsey-]

I had a problem, way back. with alcohol.
Drinking everyday, to a point where I can't remember weeks of my life.
Then, I stopped drinking pretty much completly (part from odd family parties) for about 9 months.
But, I went on holiday, France, wine is on tap, My parents let me drink whatever I wanted. Now I'm back in the same rut, I keep wanting more and more. I forgot what it was like, It's made everything so much easier. It's made my mind switch off, It has made me remember why I kept drinking in the first place.
It's brilliant, yet.. I know I shouldn't, I know that I shouldn't run from reality, but it's easier this way.
I want to stop this before it becomes such a problem as before, I don't know how though.

[PsCasino]

I don't know the whole situation so I can only give impartial advice really, i'm going on my own experiences, not exclusively with alcohol but I understand the escapist mentality which drives a lot of us to substance abuse. I found daily exercise and constantly changing my routine helped a lot as it prevents me from falling back into old habits, I know it's a very textbook answer but if I found something that had worked perfectly I wouldn't be here right?
Try messaging Typsee as well, I know she's gone through a lot, specifically with alcohol so i'm sure she can give you a lot more insight than myself.
Take care of yourself though.

[phoenix]

i can understand the need to escape, but like you have said you shouldnt really be doing it.

what is it that you need to escape from?

i would advise going to see your GP, or local alcohol service, maybe even AA, to get some help