Loneliness, I really don't have anyone to look after me to help me when I feel bad. I am Alone.
Its really bad - help others so much, Ive been there for C when she has needed me and when she was feeling suicidal but its not appropriate for me to tell her about me, and what I need at the moment.
I need to get away from here. I need to go away and forget about this place. lll be going to uni soon, but that still seems so far away.
I can't tell anyone how I feel. I can't escape from this nightmare in my head. Its going on and on. I can't stop it though, it repeats over and over again.
I hope it goes away soon.
I want this loneliness, emptyness to end.
