Rowie is safe, not sure I can divulge where, but she is OK and not got access to net right now. She wanted to pass on her love and she hopes to be back on tuesday, will update as neccesary.
mand x
Mand, South Wales, Full-time working, single mother to 2 scarily independent girls.
I AM A PROUD PLUMERIA SISTER
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
Hi
Today was discharge day but due to my low mood Im home for the day and have to return tonight with view to another discharge meeting tomorrow. No psychologist in sight. It really doesnt matter anymore, Ive had enough of it all now. No one understands me and I now know noone can help me anymore. Its all just so pointless. It really really is.
I wont be moved as I have a bed and besides, I should be out tomorrow.
I wasnt sectioned.......I hadnt even done anything. I saw a different doctor on the Friday who insisted that I needed to be kept in and they did...voluntary
Im scared of being discharged, but also wish to be home
xx
love you rowie bird..
sorry i missed you.
i havent been online in a few days.
please try to take care of yourself.
and for the hope you dont have for yourself...I DO!!!!
xx
Location: Denial Tent, Virtual Psych Ward Campsite, MA, USA
I am currently:
rowie i really do hope that you feel better soon - you seem like a really great person and you dont deserve to feel like this
i dont know details, but i sort of know what it feels like to think that nobody really understands you and that it is all hopeless. when i get like that, i often shut people out who are trying to help me without even giving them a chance - try to give them a chance hun because we all care about you and they are just trying to help. unless you let them and you tell them what it is like they wont be able to understand and then they wont be able to help you.