Triggering (Suicide) - Can't Cope anymore

kthimm12 · 16-06-2010, 12:26 AM

I have no support what so ever where I live right now. But I have no place to else to go.

I have tried to refrain from self harm and any sharp objects or objects that I would be attempted to harm myself with but have sadly failed.

I am out of ideas.

I won't be here too much longer today and seriously could use some ideas on how to surrive the night!

As I do plan to try to do something tonight.

Pomegranate · 16-06-2010, 12:58 AM

I am not trying to be nasty here but you are posting multiple threads every day about similar things and when you are asked questions then you aren't answering them. We WANT to help you....we really do but you are going to have to open up a little more and answer some questions if you want any constructive advice.

Does your self harm need treatment? What distraction techniques have you already tried?

Ones that have helped me include:
- TV
-Listening to music
- Calling or visiting friends
-Playing games online
-Calling a helpline

There are supporters that you can speak to on RYL in the 'live help' section. I understand you are struggling but still. What ideas have you tried to distract yourself?

Since this has been going on a few days now, have you contacted any professionals to help you?

kthimm12 · 16-06-2010, 01:11 AM

I have not contacted any pros no. I see my psycharist on the 20th of this month. I plan to tell him at that time. I see my therapist this thursday and I will also tell her.

I have tried watching tv, reading, listening to music, writing, playing with my dog, calling friends.

I am not allowed on a computer at home so I walk to the store which is about 5 miles from my house. Also my adoptive mom/bitch/asshole/idiot/alcholic does not let me use the phone anymore so I have to sneak it.

I hate her for that so much.

All of those distract me for some time but when I go to sleep dreams invade me and bring back really bad memories.

My self harm has needed treatment I believe once. My memory is horrilbe anymore though so I may be wrong. That one time was quite recently.