Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - worthless invisble worthless

[release-me]

i'm worthlesssssssssssssssssssss
worthless and disgusting from that day onwards i let it happen and did what hw asked nad always wil be
thats why i am always always put last
and never thought about how i may feel
despite the support i give
but why am i feeling suprised...
its the way it is
cos im f**** worthless


i just wana give up now. i thought i was doing it for myself, but recently i'm doign it for other people.

[88shelz]

where are al these thoughts comming from??
i think you are distorting your reaity as you are far from worthless and disgusting.
think positive and keep trying.
its a hard struggle but its a struggle that is worth it in the end

[Stellata]

You were made to feel worthless. It doesn't mean that you ARE worthless. The person who abused you tainted your sense of self by debasing you in so many ways. You can be as pissed off, angry, upset, sad as you need to be. But that feels more raw than that discarding of yourself as worthless, I know.