Triggering (SI/Suicide) - i cant make it through this on my own TRIG ED *UPDATE*
i have been doing a bit badly lately, but it hasnt gotten to the stage where i thaught i could make it through untill now
my eating is all over the place, i ahve started self harming again...
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i had an appointment and the man asked me all the reasons i wanted to kill myself in teh past...it all came flooing back, i dont want to be here anymore
i feel conpleatly useeless and liek knowone wants me...i know im just gna end up self harming all the time again....people whill notice, i know it....theyw ill in college, last time they noticed they all gave me a lecture on how stupid i was then i was put in my rightful place of.....ostrigised from the group
i cant cope with teh stress of every day life anymore.....i dotn know how to make it better
PS this is the first time i have thaught rationally in about a week
Last edited by brokendancer : 09-06-2010 at 10:38 PM.
Reason: update
We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves.
Hey, thank you for expressing how you feel because that does help. You cannot help self-harming, of course you want to stop, you just wish you knew how, as a lot of people do. Fight to live. Fight for your life that you have a right too hun. Is there anything you enjoy doing? What do you dream of doing, any hobbies?
sorry things are so hard for u and u are not useless we all care about u here
true^u cant help safe harm(i dont encourage t)
distract urself
-talk to professional to a friend u truely
trsut or talk to us
sorry i havent t feat advice i just woke up u can pm weneve
young girl its alright your tears will soon dry your soon be free to fly
she's falling from grace , she's all over the place..............
People sometimes ostracise others because they don't understand something, it's not a personal thing. Try to surround yourself with people who do know and understand - try to speak to a teacher or counsellor, plus your doctor, about getting adequate support. They will give you the support and push you need, whilst hopefully being empathetic.
People resort to suicide when the pain they are feeling outweighs the coping mechanisms they have in place; you can challenge that, by increasing the coping mechanisms you've got. Reach out, talk to people - find family and friends, a doctor or a trusted teacher to talk to. Find people around you who can support you through this time. Remember that you do also have things like Befrienders, with whom you can talk. Try to find some coping methods.
the stupid thing is i was fine...i ahd stopped self harming then wam....back to my old ways, didnty really sleep last nighyt...and things are just as dam grim
We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves.
Maybe you could take a day out with your friends, distract yourself and do something you enjoy? Sometimes I find when I'm struggling, just getting out of the house and distracting myself helps.
sorry to bump, didnt want to amke another thred, i saw someone yesterday, but it was my penultamate appointment with her so it was geared mainly towards that
i am stuggeling even more now, everyone around me seems to be falling apart, people ahve told methings that i CAN NOT deal with atm
i keep passing out, took a lot of lying and faking not for ppl not to call an ambulance on me yesterday...they thaught i had just gone dizzy because i had eaten for the first time all day....but it wasnt i had a massive OD and that made me really ill
i dont know what to do
We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves.
