Triggering (SI/Suicide) - reaching out possibly a support thread

[havealittlefaith]

heya dudets and dudes, xx

ummm well I hasn't posted in a while even though I have been thinking about it I haven't felt up to it.... and now I'm posting this I still don't feel up to it I don't know if i should be posting this and I barely have the energy to post this... xx

I really could do with all your support.... lifes spiralling way to out of control.... alot of the time I don't know what's happening and I'm been dangerous.... xx*

my support network are having a meeting next week to talk about the best thing to do.... I'm scared about that but I will get feedback from my social worker so that's something.... xx

I don't see myself been around long term.... It's just to unbearable.... xx*

I think my hurting myself is going to get worser..... and my I am gonna go back to overdosing.... I don't care alot about things sometimes I long to be dead I think of killing myself.... I get scared I will do it.... xx

when I faze out that's the worst times.... I don't know what is happening or anything.... xx

I'm loseing control....I am falling of the road.... right now as I'm writting this I'm thinking of bad things.... I'm fighting and loseing and can't do it anymore.... xx

I am so scared I will do something I am lost I am broken I am unable to fight anymore I am done fighting I have lost
I can't do this anymore.... xx

I'm sowwii xx*

much love and gentle hugs xx*

chrissy , angel , shadow , darkness ..... xx*

who ever you people are get out my head.... xx

[Katiee]

I'm sorry to hear you're going through a difficult time right now.

It's good that you have professional support and help - just wait and see what your social worker says. Even if it's not what you want to hear, it might be the best for you whatever they say/do.

Could you try using distractions or getting in contact with someone to help you through this bad time? Or try to focus on something other than your thoughts?

RYL is always here for you.
RYL Supporters are here 24/7 if you ever want to contact them for support. :)

Take care. xx

[TinkerDebs]

hun you know i love you soo so sooo sooo much
and im always here for you
im only a text or a call away and you know you can always turn to me
believe in yourself and believe in what you can do - see how far you've come a rellish in that feeling because youve done fantastic and you just need to see it XD

[NeverBetter]

hunni im sory things are so hard write now but please dont giveup its not the wa o go lots people care about u i know how u are feeling when u get feed back from social workers i get those meetings all the time hey suck i know but ending isnt going to solve things u ed to say strong ansd stic arond cuz things wil ge beter i know u dont belive me i dont belive myself sometimes but deep down i know people are write it will et better in time i u just got to sick arond longenought to see u can pm wenever u like
hugs*

[crazykat]

I know things are hard right now sweetheart but you can get through this. I know it can be scary not knowing what your supports will talk about but they will only be trying to work out the best way possible to support you through this difficult time. Hold on there
Kat xxx

[havealittlefaith]

heya everyone ,*

thankyou for all taking the time to reply .... each day gets more difficult .... got things I need to think about and yea.... all your support means alot to me so thankyou.... you all rock and I love you all so much....

much love*

chrissy

xxxx

[Patch.]

Hey Chrissy, sorry things are so hard at the moment. You seem to have a lot of support atm with your social worker etc, which is great to hear!!

I really do hope things turn out okay for you Chrissy. I care about you very much.

*hugs*

Taylor x

[tamobhuuta]

hi Chrissy sorry to hear things are bad. do your best to take care of yourself and hopefully somethign will come of their meeting. will be thinking of you xxx