Triggering (SI/Suicide) - pointless...

[poloswimer]

so i was wondering. if anyone else feels like there is no real reason they cut/self injure? i feel like my reasons aren't good enough. but they aren't huge or anything but they make me do it- i feel like so much weaker compared to everyone else. but i'm still kind of suicidal so that's not good. Things are a little crazy and i can't get help for two more months and can NOT tell my parents anything- so basically i'm screwed. i just feel so unworthy of any sympathy just soo uggg.

[Katiee]

Hun, I am very sorry no one has replied to you sooner.

You're not unworthy at all - everyone self-harms for different reasons.

Remember it's not how big the problem is, it's how BAD it's hurting the person.

Remember we are always here, and the supporters who you can contact via e-mail or live help and you can also email or ring helplines such as samaritans or childline.

Take care. xxx

[Gone.]

It sounds as if you aren't thinking you don't have problems or no reason to self-harm, but rather that your problems aren't 'good enough' or 'big enough' to matter or to affect you as much as they do. I appreciate that can make you feel pretty down upon yourself, however undeserving that may be. In my opinion, no problem is too small for a reaction, if it upsets you then it is worthy of a look in and sorting out. Do you want to talk about it more here?

It sounds as if you're feeling a little trapped in regards to not being able to tell your parents or anybody else, and I know how scary a place that can be.

Take care xx

[Tonks]

No one is unworthy of sympathy - and there isn't a cut-off line for a reason that's good enough to self-injure. Even if someone does it for no reason at all, it doesn't mean they should be dismissed.

Besides here, is there anyone else you can talk to? Not just counselors or friends, but strangers at a bus stop or something. I've had more revelations by just chatting than trying to delve to the source of the problem.

I hope you realize you and your reasons are good enough. <3

[ashleysgm]

You are so worthy of sympathy hun!! Just write it all out in a journal. Maybe getting out how you feel on paper will help you release some of it. You cannot help the way you feel, but just remember you are such an credible person. You are so open on here & we all care about you. If you need anything, please e-mail me at ashleysgm@yahoo.com okay?

[poloswimer]

thanks guys.

i'm still not totally convinced i'm good enough but i am working on stopping. i mean i don't know if i really want to die or not. i'm leaving on vacation tomorrow so i'm hoping that will help alot.

thanks again

[Gone.]

I'm glad that you aren't sure of your feelings concerning death. Is it that you want to die, or rather that you're sick of living?

You are definitely worth everything you're fighting for. I know that and so do many other people. What makes you think that you aren't?

Hope you have a good holiday :) xx