hi, sorry to post again for the 2nd time in a couple of days but was wondering if anyone had any advice.
for the past few weeks my mind seems to be drifting away alot and i dont understand it. when i was younger i used to have like outer body experiences where i would actually be looking at myself sh or just staring into thin air, but its not like that. i could be chatting away to somebody and all of a sudden theyre not there anymore and im just staring. its not like ive lost time or anything or even gone to another place. its asthough im asleep!
the trouble i have is that i do alot of driving backwards and forwards, here there and everywhere and have noticed that ive gotten to places and not remembered getting there...if that makes any sense at all. even when there are people in the car with me i just forget that they are there and drift.
have tried to link it to something, whether it is related to a subject or something like that but to no avail. all i know is that when i wake up all i wanna do is cut...dont care how, where or anything, i just need to do it.
could this be down to the bipolar or is it just something else that wants to mess with my head?
sorry for the long post, just got nowhere else to turn atm.
