Triggering (SI) - I'm too old for this, I shoud know better.

[*Jackie*]

I did it again. It has been ages. I'm 35. I should know better. I cut, and i liked it!

I know i shouldn't, I know it is bad for me, I know I will die if anyone notices, but the stress was just too much, I needed to release the tension.

I am a failure!

[crazykat]

Hun you are not a failure. You have done really well to make it this long, remember that. Sorry that things got so bad that you felt you had to cut. Did you want to talk about it? Remember that none of us are perfect we all slip up sometimes. The important thing is that you don't let this defeat you, that you pick yourself up and try again. Stay strong sweetheart, you will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx

[*Jackie*]

Thanks

I have so many things going on at the moment. Organising a family get together, interview for a promotion at work, a son in his senior years (school), chronic pain, a husband with PTSD..................wow, when i write it all down..............?

[wildly insane]

I agree with Kat whole heartedly, you sound like you have a lot to deal with at the moment. try and look at it as a slip up and move forward, don't let it bring you down because you are worth so much more, take care, Hannah