Triggering (Suicide) - Suicidal....

[GreySkys]

I have urges to die all the time.
Suicidal thoughts people call it.

But suicidal people have been abused and stuff.
I do have issues but there not that bad.
Not compated to everyone else.
So why the hell am I suicidal.

I used to be the happy bubbly one.
Now im the one whos always unhappy and moaning.
*Don't tell me to go the doctors im getting councelling soon*
I just want some hugs or somthing if thats okay :(:(

[Louise]

*hugs* I am so sorry that you are feeling suicidal, Are you able to us about what issues you do have?

My PM box is always open also there is the Supporters you can email them to they are there to listening to you anytime.

Take care
Louise x

[Katiee]

I'm sorry to hear that hun. It's good you're getting counselling soon though, you'll be able to explore your feelings and maybe find out what's causing you to feel suicidal? Though it may take a little while before you get to that stage, counselling doesn't 'work' straight away.

In the meantime, as already said, you can always chat to the supporters, or you could ring/email the Samaritans or Childline. Plus we're here for you too. Stay safe. xo.

[Fading-Away]

I know how you feel about not thinking your issues are bad enough. That's how i felt for a long time like i was never physically abused so i have no right to be uspet, but you do. Even though you thankfully you have never been abused life can still be hard. And a lot of times depression doesn't even have to do with how hard your life has been a lot of times it has to do with brain chemistry, and no matter how "happy" your life is it won't fix how you feel.

[Nine]

I've never been abused. I've a had a few bad things happen to me, but they were a result of me being suicidal, and when I first started feeling this way my life was freaking near perfect.

This is something I've always struggled with too. It's not an equation. You can't look at the events in someone's lives and put them into some formula that can predict how happy they are.

Just because you're life doesn't look as bad, like I say, on paper, doesn't meant that your pain isn't real, or that you don't deserve support and help. You deserve your own sympathy too. You are really hurting, and that is real, even if it is harder to find the cause.