mind not working hurting to much from this i need help

bloodrayne · 13-05-2010, 01:59 AM

love tryangle
me and my kids dad and his ex girlfriend that is pragnet with his kid
we are all living in the same apartment and me and her fight alot that is times when everything is okay like today kinda i give her some close today since hers were wet and i felt bad but part of me still hates her and wants her to suffer hell i gave up my cout for her cause its raining out side
i need help i dont now what to do cause this is getting to be to much for me to handle i still love him but i feel like doing is running again

13-05-2010, 05:25 AM

that sounds like a very difficult situation. is there anywhere else you could live? living with your kid's dad, him, and his ex-girlfriend is setting itself up for conflict due to all the strong emotions bound to be involved. are you dating him or is he your ex? either way i'd definitely suggest you get out of there, is there a counselor or anyone you can talk to about the situation? it sounds like it's too emotionally overwhelming to be healthy.

bloodrayne · 18-05-2010, 07:25 PM

at the time i worte this we were dateing i am lost in iowa i dont now anyone and the person i do now lives in a meth lab of a house it killing me that he got back with her but then again he is being really sweet the past few days i dont now my mind dose not want to take this stuff anymore it hurts to much

18-05-2010, 08:26 PM

*hugs* that sounds really hard. but you are probably better off without him, he sounds like he's playing with your emotions. do you have a doctor, counselor, social worker or anyone like that who could help you find another place to live?

bloodrayne · 20-05-2010, 12:30 AM

with no money they cant to tell the truth i am thinking about comitting myself

21-05-2010, 01:01 PM

like going to the hospital? if you think it'll help or if you're feeling unsafe that might be a good idea. do you have someone to talk to about all this?

bloodrayne · 21-05-2010, 09:14 PM

not really i am an out cast i dont belong with anyone and my family hates me i am stuck trying to do it on my own but things have started to look better at the house i am doing better

23-05-2010, 12:03 AM

glad to hear you're doing better. i hope you can find a way to get out of there though cause it really sounds like he's playing you and that it's just not healthy. just remember that your feelings are just as important as anyone else's and that you have a right to stand up for yourself. i know what you mean about not really having anyone to go to for help, it's really hard. *hugs*