Look at everything you've been through so far. Look at how strong you've had to be to make it through all of that. Why would you give up now? Why give in to those feelings? I know how hard it is. I've been there. I've been told that I was the worse that my social worker had ever seen in regards to SI and suicide. But that doesn't mean you give up, right?
What exactly are you not coping well with at uni? Write it down, it doesn't have to be here, but somewhere, and figure out what you can change. Are you lonely? Scared? Not doing well? These are all things that you can change if you can identify what is going on. You can get a job and then you'll have more money. You can go on a HEALTHY diet and excersize more and you'll like your body more. Or, make a list of all the things you do like about yourself, both physical and emotionally and keep the list close to you when you feel like this.
I know how tempting it is to just sleep through whatever is going on at the moment, but that isn't going to make anything better. You need to work at it. You need to decide once and for all that you aren;t going to be a victim anymore. That you are going to stand up and fight. Fight for what you deserve; to be happy.
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