It was 10 o'clock at night, and my mobile started to ring. I thought this unusual because hardly anyone rings me.
I looked down at the screen and saw it was 'my dad home', i thought this weird , he never rings me.
I answered and he said that 'you were supposed to be going shopping with mum, she wont be able to make it, she has gone into hospital, she has got these REALLY bad headaches, her neighbor took her to her doctors and they sent her in straight away, she is staying in over night and having some test'. He's gonna ring in the morning when he hears from my mums neighbor.
I started to cry straight away, I'm REALLY worried, I'm very close to my mum and whats wrong and not knowing whats going on is really stressing me out.
Looks like I'm not gonna get much sleep tonight, for worrying, I'll properly fall asleep in front of the t.v or fall into bed when i cant keep my eyes open anymore.
Could do with some hugs
LDC
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I would try not to worry too much, shes in the best possible place right now getting the help she needs, the best thing you can do is not to worry and get some rest so you can visit her tomrrow if she is still in
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Yeah, best to get some sleep if you can (i realise that's difficult when you're worrying) - that way you can do a better job of giving your mum the support she needs tomorrow.
Aww, that's horrible *hugs*
She's in a safe place & being looked after. The best thing you can do for her is look after yourself & be energised for when you visit her x x
*hugs* That must be tough, but try to get some sleep. She's in the best place she can be in right now and I'm sure they'll call you if anything changes or if thet have any news. Maybe you can sleep with your phone by your pillow- sometimes when I'm worried about something having the phone near me helps so I can answer quickly. Can you try maybe drinking some tea or something to calm you down a bit and help you sleep? You really should try to sleep so your more alert and able to support your mom tomorrow, that and if your driving it'll be easier to drive if your alert. Can you maybe call the neighbor or the hospital to get some more information? Maybe if you know a little more, it'll ease your mind a little, not knowing is really hard. *hugs* I hope everything is okay.
Just got a phone call from my dad, he has just heard from my mum's neighbour. She will be discharged today, so I'll wait to hear from her then. I managed to get to sleep many hours later, i'm feeling exhausted, and worn out.
Thanks for everyones support, I feel slightly better today.
LDC
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
I'm glad it appears she's okay! *BIG hug!* That's fantastic. Maybe now that you know she's being discharged you can take a nap- honestly its great that you got some sleep but it sounds like it wasn't very good sleep as you were so worried. I'm glad you're feeling better and it appears that all is well. Maybe also drink some orange juice...sometimes the sugar helps?
I got a phoned call from my mum at about 6.pm, she had just got home and rang to say that she is feeling better. The hospital think that it was a really bad attack of neuralgia (cluster headaches), the reason the doctors sent her to hospital is because of the pain and her blood pressure was very high. I'm glad that she is home and i can now sleep better tonight as the worry has lessened.
Thank you to everyones support, i am very grateful as this was a very stressful time and i didn't cope very well.
love
LDC
Last edited by lost and lonely : 06-05-2010 at 11:30 PM.
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I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy