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So? :(
Hey guys,
basically i just wanna know if anyone has heard of what i might be going too,
i have been with my gf a year now, and its been great but made things really difficult for me, i lived in yorkshire and upped on my own to live with her in derbyshire to get away from *Issues* at home she wanted me out of danger yadda yadda,
anyway its been tough for several reasons, i havent been able to socialize much, one because of my anxiety and two because i spend most of my time with my gf, i love her to bits, but in a whoel year ive been out with friends once, my PA from connexions doesnt thinks its a healthy relationship etc etc, im 17 and shes 22, so my PA has decided she wants me to move out, im goign to look at a hostel on thursday, im scared i dont know much about it, well i dont know anything about it, at all, im so scared im only looking, but i dont know what to expect at all, i know this isnt helpign because it could be anything at all, but she said it would be easier to get me in before i was 18 which isnt for much longer, i love my gf to absolute bits, i want to be here for her, i just know it isnt working out right now, she goes through my things and is lying about big and little things, im trying my damn best to keep everything goign while she hasnt got an income at all, which isnt easy with 60 pound a week and two dogs and rabbit, its my own fault for moving out of home at 16 i know please dont be mad at me for it, i just dont know what to do anymore, i just know its draining me and making my heart and head hurt so much :( sorry for the longness
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