I don't know if I belong here.

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

But,, when I think that I won't be able to have a drink when I get home or when I get up,,, I start to get so so anxious & I panic & feel really unsettled until I buy some...

Whats wrong with me? I mean,, is this a problem?

[livelaughlove]

In short yes, and it must be pretty exhausting for you.
Got anyone you can talk to about it?

[Cryptic.]

Angel, deep down you know you still have a problem with alcohol, & I've seen how desperate you can get.

I think you are either an alcoholic, or alcohol dependent...

Either way baby, you need help.

Can you tell your CPN about this? Or one of your teams?

You really need help for this, more so because of your ED.

I love you.
xx

[88shelz]

it does sound like its a bit of a problem if you need it when you wake up
i agree that you should talk to someone about this