Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Diagnosis, and hospital time; could REALLY do with a hug!
So, I have a new diagnosis (psychotic depression) and an appointment at the hospital tomorrow. I'm on 24hour obs (on drs advice) so there's someone with me all the time (I'm not even allowed to sleep alone). There's a pretty high chance that I'll be admitted tomorrow, and I'm BLOODY scared.
I'm getting all these thoughts, and I'm seeing things and dreaming some really scary stuff. Could do with a hug right now.
Whatever Happened to our Inner Glow?
<3 Sarah, My brilliant, beautiful, RAWR little sis
just wanted to let you know i read this and really have sympathy for you. its horrible not knowing exactly whats gonna happen but just remember that whateer happens is for your best interests good luck for tomoro
Hey. Good luck. At least you'll be getting the help you need. Although I know you must be terrified, I myself am so scared that someday someone will find out what goes on inside, so I really can emphathise.
Best of luck.
*Bone crushers*
xx
I've been admitted once already, for a 4 month stay, so I kind of know where that road lies I just don't know what's going on. I've spent 7 years on antidepressants; surely that should have fixed me? I
Whatever Happened to our Inner Glow?
<3 Sarah, My brilliant, beautiful, RAWR little sis
You may need to be on anti-psychotics though, not anti-depressants if you have a diagnosis of psychosis. I really wish you well, and it does seem that you know that the voices aren't really real. Keep clinging to that, okay?
but they just sound so scary; it's almost as if the depression is safe. The images of having insects under my skin, and it all falling off, not so fun. They're not like a daily thing but I really REALLY don't want to go in again. I feel so alone, like I just want people that I dont need to explain to around me and I don't have that. Why do people ask WHY all the time?!?
Whatever Happened to our Inner Glow?
<3 Sarah, My brilliant, beautiful, RAWR little sis
