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05-04-2010, 06:31 PM
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{Fighting a War}
Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: Milton Keynes
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Worried
I have an impending psycological assessment with a therapist on Thursday and I am worried. I am worried because I will have to tell her that sometimes I don't feel real and I am worried that she will ask what I mean by this and when I explain she will dismiss it and say it's normal to have those kinds of thoughts.
The thing is I went to a locum doctor a while back to say I was having massive mood swings and she did a bipolar questionaire on me and asked if I ever felt I could conquer the world. To this I replied, sometimes I wake up and feel that I could do everything I wanted to i.e. I can be a doctor, vet or go to University. She said to me 'Well that's not really a bad thing'. I'm pretty sure it is because it is more than imposible that I could ever do these things so it is damaging to me. From then on, I've been a bit hesitant to say anything. AND to top it off when I went for my preassessment with the Primary health team, she asked if I hoard (as I mentioned I have OCD) and I said, I have hundreds of magazines dating to 3 years ago and I never throw stuff away. She said 'That's not really clinical hoarding, I'm talking about people who have the same edition of a magazine or newspaper 2 or more times etc) :S :S
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"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
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05-04-2010, 07:58 PM
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{Fighting a War}
Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: Milton Keynes
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Oh thank god cos I've been panicking bout this for ages. Will try and be straight from the begining :) thanks.
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"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly.
“I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”
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