Cat is having a very difficult time at the moment.
She did make a thread herself, but she felt she didnt deserve the support.
So I am making one for her.
She is really struggling a lot at the moment, self harming everyday quite badly, and she has taken several overdoses.
She is in a very fragile state.
and could use plenty of loving cuddles and supprotive words right now.
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I love you sweetie. Keep fighting.
You have so much ahead of you.
I know things seem like the end of the world right now.
But you can do this.
I believe in you.
Love you
Stay strong
and Im always here for you
xxxxxxxxxxx
Last edited by I am a cat : 30-03-2010 at 08:30 PM.
You deserve all the support in the world
you can count on me
whenever you wanna talk, I am here...feel free to PM me if you want
*hugs*
I write this alone on my bed; I've poisoned every room in the house; The place is quiet and so alone; Pretend there's something worth waiting for; There's nothing nice in my head The adult world took it all away; Wake up with same spit in my mouth; Cannot tell if it is real or not; I try and walk in a straight line An imitation of dignity- MSP - From despair to Where
I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does - The Smiths How Soon is Now
ok that was scary i rang them but i dunno if it helped r not
i tried to tell him that i wasnt feeling very good told him that i had thoughts of oding.
he kept going on about distracting myself trying to whind down get some sleep, but i am wide awake looks like im going to have another sleepless night.
Love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
"Resolve to be tender with the young, compassionate with the aged,
sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant with the weak and wrong because sometime in your life you will have been all of these."
Well done for ringing - that's the hardest part. I know I don't know you but I've been having similar struggles recently. Just HOLD ON. You know this wave will pass. You're a fighter, and you're immensely brave for calling - something I never could. The person on the end of the phone is there for YOU.
For sleep I use 'mindfulness' technique. Try (i know it's never easy) to get comfy in bed and just clear your mind and focus on your breathing. Don't get mad if you can't do it at first, but just keep trying to focus on breathing steadily in and out.
Good luck hun xXx
Take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every 60seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back
...don't be afraid your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Don't have many words .. Hugs hunni just hang in there
Not sure if this is my place to say but cat is on her way to hospital she has cut and taken an od so she really needs us all behind her right now please
Cat, you are so so amazing, I wish you could see it for yourself!! I admire you so much for managing to go this long, and I know how much your strugging, but I know you can get through all of this!!!! I hope so much that you can make a turning point as soon as your out the hospital tonight as you ARE going to be fine, and you WILL get over this! People do care about you hun, look at all the replies on here, even if the drs dnt look like they care, they do, but we care so so much and we all hate seeing you like this as we know you are just fantastic. You need to let the real you back out into the big wide world and kick this shitty person that has taken over you in the ass!!!!
I love you so so much sis,
*huggle bug* x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x
Learn from the past, Hope for tomorrow, Live for today
TimeToDance is my napping buddy! :) Banarama! is my big sister :) My wee loon Oli is my personal help desk! :) Mercipourlevenin is a legend!!! :)
Love_Lies_Bleeding:Tinkerdebs:pastexpiration: *fairy*dust* all make me smile :)
Thanks for all you have done guys, you mean so much to me! :)
thanks for all the replies, never got home til 5am and eventually got some sleep.
not feeling that great to be honest, didnt get seeing the crisis team or anything just a stupid doctor. he just said oh use distractions and ring the crisis team if u need to
i have tried that over and over again :/ and its not working
dunno what to do anymore. going home tomorrow hopefuly that will be ok though i wont have anyone to talk to about all this, no counsellor or any of the support that i have had whilst im here in england so am a bit scared about all that.
You have done so so well! Be comforted by the strength you have shown to come on here, and to continue fighting! It sucks that the doctor wasnt much help, but at least you went. Did you speak to the doctor about not sleeping? cause that always makes things worse and you deserve a good nights sleep!
You might not be able to see anyone else irl, but everyone is here for you, in a way that can be just as beneficial as your crisis team.
I hope you are ok.
i know that i have never talked to you before 
