I, want to die. Everything hurts. Nothing is right. Nothing feels good. Nobody cares. Ive cut so much today my arms feel like they are going to fall off. all i want to do is end it right now. im really sad. and numb. and depressed. and alone. and hurt. i have no one. no one to talk to. no one to help. no one to care. no one who gives a cr** what happens to me. if i died they would just laugh. laugh and be happy. its all my fault. it always is. i hate who i am. and what i look like. i hate me. i hate myself. im worthless. i have nothing. i am nothing. i need a reason to live. before i have no option. im scared. please. help.
I don't want to shatter your hopes of thinking that you're a unique snowflake and nobody else feels this way, but dude. Chill. I understand where you are coming from, and I have a feeling this isn't the first time you've felt this way. A lot of people have felt this way. And while that might not make you feel any better, I'm just trying to let you know that you're in a slump right now that will eventually pass. Hold your head up high, try to calm down, attempt to do something that might cheer you up. I am really sorry to hear that you feel this way, but I promise things will get better if you let them.
...that honestly made me feel worse. do you think i feel unique? i know im not, thank you very much for making that clear. i know im not special. did i say at any point i think im the only one? jeez. thanks. that actually really hurt. and if i knew of a way to cheer myself up, i would be cheered up by now. but obviously im not. which is why im trying to get support here. but that doesnt seem to be working. thanks. so much.
sorry i didnt mean to make you mad or sad or anything..
its ok.
no they dont. just..the way that was said came across at least to me as kind of really mean. im sure you didnt mean it.
thanks.
Well buddy if you ever need anybody to talk to, feel free to hit me up. If you have a myspace, message me. I'm a little too sarcastic for my own good, though. It's just how I work. Hope you're feeling better.
Last edited by takattack : 30-03-2010 at 12:52 PM.
Hun, you're not worthless or anything! *huggles*
Is there anyone who can support you at this difficult time?
If not, could you ring a helplike and get some support and prehaps talk things through? You can get through this. I'm here if you need anything. xo
*hugs*
I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way, but I reckon that you've come to the right place. Alot of people on here have experienced what you are currently going through, so you'll find lots of support here and lots of people to talk to who care and understand. .
Things may seem really bad right now but I just wanted to tell you that you are not worthless and that you will feel better. This mood will pass eventually. Stay stong hun, xxxxxxxxxxxxx
i hope this works for you and i know it can be hard but give your self a time limet ... like set a date reconsider your actions. it is what i am doing. only 4 months to go... but do something good on that day something to prove to your self LIFE IS WORTH IT! :) it worked for me
Don't get the octopus upset, It may eat itself!(8)ismfof - WTFWJD
im tired.... so tired of hiding my self, my life, my world.
what is so wrong with being me?
whats wrong with what i do?
i can't see why i should be ashamed any more!
You are not alone, You are no worthless, you dont need to die. I care, and if you die even if I never met you befor i would cry for you. I am a young girl who gets you. I feel your pain too.I felt that way,but I let myself live, you can to. And your family will cry if you are gone, the only thing is that they may just not know how to help you though. That is ok, try to get help, perfeshinal(sp?) help it will do you good.
Last edited by xxemolollypopxx : 21-03-2010 at 04:30 AM.