Triggering (SI) - Reassurance anyone?

[Hannah Montana]

I'm not just looking for a solution just a place to vent and maybe some reassurance.

I've always had this issue or fear that whenever I invite some friends to an event, that they won't come.
My uni friends (who are relatively new) wanted to come over and visit my house so I invited the four of them round for pancake day.
About an hour ago one of them txt me to say that they could not come and I totally freaked out. I couldn't finish my uni work and for some strange reason I decided that I needed to SI.
It was the deepest I have ever cut since the first time over two years ago, which really scared me.
I felt like the shock snapped me out of the depression and I was suddenly able to think logically. So I gave my friend a ring and now I feel heaps better. It worries me that I get so depressed over little things and I wonder what i'm capable if something similar (or worse) happens again.

[RadioActiveCheezPuff]

I'm a very panicy person, and tend to be a little sensitive to things. I'm terrified all of my friends are going to leave me at some point in time because many have already for biggger and better people. My solution, same thing you do. I might not be helpful, but you're not alone. *Hugs*

[Palladion]

I'm the same, I invited all my friends round for pancakes today and this morning I had 3 people text me saying they couldn't come, and I panicked that no one was going to come. I also get really worried that if my friends go out without me they are saying mean things about me or planning mean things, I know they aren't but I just panic and worry too much.

I don't really have any suggestions on how to deal with it, because to be honest I don't deal with it very well, but just wanted you to know you aren't alone in feeling like this.

*hugs*

I do the same thing , you're definitely not alone. *hugglez*

[Hannah Montana]

Thanks guys.. its good to know that i'm not alone :)