Recently ive been feeling so alone, i dont know what to do anymore, its like everythings a fight to stay strong when everyone else has their friends and people to talk to even though i have friends, they laugh and so do i but i just fake it, i just feel so alone like i have nothing because of whats been happening to me, ive tried and tried things but nothing works, my only way i feel is SI and i know its wrong but its my way of help, i need help and i know it but i dont want it, ive had counselling but i give up on it, they dont really care, their just in it for the money, i never wanted to hurt anyone but i cant help that, ive been thinking for days and days, i just want to give up now, i keep pills in my room in one of my draws but im to scared to hurt my best friend who basically means the world to me, shes like my sister, we had a huge fight when she found out about my SI and we went weeks with out talking but she doesnt understand.. no one does..
Help me please
Life is like an hour glass
eventually,
everything hits the bottom
and all you have to do is wait it out
<3
hey im really sorry your not feeling too good at the moment...i know it can be very hard and lonely but you have all of us PM me anytime at all you want to talk... your friend was probaly just worried and scared for you thats why she probaly acted like that...please try not to hurt yourself...im here if you need me...anytime..
*hugs*
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
i know its just hard, im trying my hardest but im losing faith in everything :[ i just dont know anymore, i hate talking to people about things because really i just think they think im attention seeking when im not, all i want is some help.. all you guys on here are acctually amazing im glad i can talk to some people with out them judging me :)
thankyou, you can always talk to me aswell.
*Hugs*
xxxx
Life is like an hour glass
eventually,
everything hits the bottom
and all you have to do is wait it out
<3
yeah it can be hard to keep the faith but keep trying your doing really well.. i dont think your attention seeking at all hun you can talk to me anytime my Pm box is always open..its good you say you want help you recognise that you do need someone to talk to and help you maybe try a school councellor or gp if you want like.....
*hugs*
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
i gave up on school counsellors there stupid and in my veiw they dont really care, thanks for all the help i kinda feel ok. ish.
ive known ive needed help for a while ive just been scared to ask about it really, i dont want to "fuss" anyone :/
*hugs*
Life is like an hour glass
eventually,
everything hits the bottom
and all you have to do is wait it out
<3
i know how you feel about the school councellors i had the same issue with dem maybe try go to another counsellor outside school its just someting to think about. your not making a fuss hun. glad ur feeling a bit better!!
PM me anytime!
*hugs*
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
I just wanted to say I know exacttly how you feel. When I SI'd i thought it was the only way I would ever be able to feel. But I just wanted to let you know, it's really not. Getting help and dealing with it is so worth it hunni. I get the concellor thing, I hated mine in school and out of it, but thats not to say they don't work. Maybe you could try talking to one out of your school or your GP?
Feel free to PM at anytime. You are not alone.
xx
"And just like the movies, we play out our last scene. You won't cry, I won't scream."
"There's just chaos, and violence, and random unpredictable evil that comes out of no where. && rips you to shreads."
i dont want to talk to anyone, no one understands accept you guys, im fed up of hospitals, in and out for a year because of an illness they cant even diagnose, it annoys me that no one knows whats wrong i give up on them and anything that will help all accept this site and my friends, tbh their the only things keeping me going, i dont wanna do this anymore, i need another way but nothing works, i feel so low and everythings a fight to keep standing on my own two feet but i know deep down i can do it, well thats what i think anyway, when the tinyest bit of that faiths gone, im alone and im gone aswell
Life is like an hour glass
eventually,
everything hits the bottom
and all you have to do is wait it out
<3
you can do it hun really you can just keep thinking that! we are all here for you!!
PM me anytime!!
*hugs*
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
