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Old 23-01-2010, 04:12 AM   #1
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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Whats the point

I really dont know the point of me posting this. I dont know if ive posted this in the right place.


So. The past few months i have not Si'ed as often as i used to. But then i stupid stuff happens. AN now i found myself the past few nightg just sitting on my own with something in hand just cutting myself to pieces not giving a monkeys about anything if im caught, if i make a mess. I dunno just feel so empty and alone right now. Just wanna feel something. SO yeah.

My thoughts are turning to suicide too. I dunno im just never gonna be good enough for anyone. Just wanna be alone and left to rot in a corner. Nothing matters anymore. I dont really have much left to live for. Just want to escape. I dont wanna do this anymore.



I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted

When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted

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Old 23-01-2010, 08:25 AM   #2
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I really dont know the point of me posting this. I dont know if ive posted this in the right place.


So. The past few months i have not Si'ed as often as i used to. But then i stupid stuff happens. AN now i found myself the past few nightg just sitting on my own with something in hand just cutting myself to pieces not giving a monkeys about anything if im caught, if i make a mess. I dunno just feel so empty and alone right now. Just wanna feel something. SO yeah.

My thoughts are turning to suicide too. I dunno im just never gonna be good enough for anyone. Just wanna be alone and left to rot in a corner. Nothing matters anymore. I dont really have much left to live for. Just want to escape. I dont wanna do this anymore.
You should be proud of yourself for not hurting yourself as much in the last few months. You may be having a hard time atm but you just have to hang in there and things will get better for you . Of course you're good enough for other people there will always be someone in the world who will love and accept you.

Things will get better for you in time, you just have to stay strong and hang in there =) if you want to talk some more you can message me.

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Old 23-01-2010, 10:28 AM   #3
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dont have many words rights now but am thinking of you *cuddles*



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Old 24-01-2010, 02:06 AM   #4
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Thank you both for the replies.

Sorry im lacking the words tonight



I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted

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Old 24-01-2010, 09:38 AM   #5
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how are you feeling today hun? *cuddles more*



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Old 25-01-2010, 12:10 AM   #6
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Still pretty rubbish. Just dont care no more. Last night just sat and cut myself. Just really dont care what happens anymore. I guess when im gone everyone will be happy. I dunno.



I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted

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Old 25-01-2010, 06:43 AM   #7
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I don't know really what to say, but I am also thinking of you because I've been in a similar spot with the "don't care about what happens" thing too.

The only thing that I can really do right now is to hug you on the forum. :)

*HUG*




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Old 25-01-2010, 07:01 AM   #8
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I would be very sad and upset if you left hun... and I know I dont know you... but from your posts I can see that a lot of people would care if you just werent here anymore!! thinking of you



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Old 26-01-2010, 01:46 AM   #9
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Thank you. Sorry once again i is usless and cannot find the words.



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