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Old 26-11-2009, 04:10 AM   #1
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Triggering (SI) - sooo....

so apparently as my new gp puts it... whether we sh or not... in anyway... it shows how mature we are

WTF!!!!!

ummm sorry mr but it is a 'coping strategy' yes whether we do it or not does show where abouts we are in recovery... how badly we may be struggling... but it doesnt show or prove how mature we are!!!!

oh and did I mention this dr is trained in psychiatry... hmmm where'd he get his degree... primary school?

oh and also... there isnt really such a thing called mental illness... we are really just like everyone else...

but lol... then he talks about my 'diagnosis' like I have something seriously wrong with me???

yeh he confuses me... but I walk out laughing my head off anyway

oh and he pretty much kicked me out of his office this morning too...

"Lauren, is there anything else you want to tell me?"

...well I probably should mention increase of meds and possibility of hospital in a months time...
"oh my AD has been increased"

"oh... what are you on now"

" *mg of *"

...at that he looked shocked, confused... like no one should ever be on that high a dose!!! ...mind you my pdoc did increase it and she has more authority to do it than him...

he then wrote on a peice of paper when he wanted to see me next and said good bye..

wtf?? he didnt even give me any time at all to talk to him about hosp or anything that my pdoc told me.... and well the only reason he did wanna see me this week was cuz I saw pdoc yesterday!!!


I want my own gp back!!! He is seriously doing my head in and listens to no one but himself!!! Stupid dick head... where have all the decent drs gotten too....



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Old 26-11-2009, 04:36 AM   #2
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wtf
he sounds like a fool if you dont mind me saying
what happened to yourr old gp?
can you see someone else
sorry but he really doesnt sound like he knows anything about mental health



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Old 26-11-2009, 04:50 AM   #3
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feel free to call him what you like

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my counsellor calls him dr penis for some reason.... prob cuz his a massive dick head lol


my own gp... sweet leisa is currenly on leave... she is having her 2nd baby...

she will be back eventually... but yeh... not for 6 months:(


I dont really feel up to seeing anyone else cuz dont have the motivation to do anything different right now... oh well...

seeing him... walking out... laughing... getting home... feeling crap and even worse...

I will get use to it eventually right?



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Old 26-11-2009, 04:53 AM   #4
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I msgd my counsellor about what happened in apt and she just replied and had one word for it...

"interesting"

and then she asked if we should be talking about seeing another gp...

:s ****

how am I meant to tell her I have no energy/motivation to do that??

can I have some hugs please... starting to freak out now
.... I didnt realise that seeing a stupid dick head of a dr was so bad... like I dont always deserve to see the best right:s


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Old 26-11-2009, 06:17 AM   #5
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my psychiatrist is on maternity leave aswell so im seeing another psyc
i hate changing doctors
*hugs*
maybe just explain to your counsellor how your fefeling about finding someone else
im sure she will understand
Im here for a while if you would like to chat
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Old 26-11-2009, 06:27 AM   #6
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yeh I told her I was scared of changing gps at this point...

but she has yet to reply to msg:s

sorry to hear your psych also being on maternity leave... I of all people know how much is sucks:( here if you eva wana chat



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Old 26-11-2009, 06:37 AM   #7
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yea it sure does suck
same to you if you wanna chat
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Old 26-11-2009, 06:49 AM   #8
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*hugs lozza*

oh sweetie I'm so sorry your new dr is a tool! He doesn't sound like he is going to do much in the way of helping you! I understand what you're saying about not having the motivation of finding a new one but when you think about it in the long run you're probably better off doing so because this dr doesn't sound suited to you. Maybe your counsellor can prep you and help you with this. I wonder if there are other drs you have a choice from that work in the same surgery or if your counsellor knows of drs that are good?
I hope you find the support you need hun!
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Old 26-11-2009, 08:14 AM   #9
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my counsellor does know of a few drs that she think will be really good for me... only they are all in melb....
If I can... I'd love to see a gp locally... esp as my other health professionals are in melb....

:(



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Old 26-11-2009, 08:25 AM   #10
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Oh that's a shame hun!
I hope you can find one locally that is more suitable for you
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Old 26-11-2009, 08:29 AM   #11
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thanks hun



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Old 26-11-2009, 10:30 AM   #12
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counsellor still hasnt replied....
so I must just be stupid... nothing else for it

I am a stupid stupid girl... shouldnt have said anything

they are all against me.. I swear... my couns is probably talking to that stupid dr right now... telling him what I said...

what have I done? I can never keep my mouth shut...

I will never EVER learn!!! stupid stupid stupid:(



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Old 26-11-2009, 10:34 AM   #13
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I'm really sorry that I'm not great for advice tonight, I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you, and if theres anything that I can do to help please let me know. And you are far far from stupid sweetheart *cuddles*

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Old 26-11-2009, 01:40 PM   #14
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lauren you are not stupid. and no she wont be. because she cant talk to him about wat you say,



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