Triggering (SI) - I thought I was better...

[Kaitmeister]

I quit cutting a year an 5 months ago, so why do I still have urges?

I can't tell my husband... he fell in love with me when I was better, but he has to know that something is wrong. I've been sleeping 12 hours a night and I'm still tired. You don't even want to know how bad our apartment looks, and I haven't done the laundry in weeks. I just don't know how I'm going to make it through without cutting... I miss it so much

[ihop23947]

A year and 5 months is awesome!

I would tell your husband how your feeling, more than likely he knows something is bothering you based on the things you have said. Maybe I am being a simpleton here, but he loves you - in sickness and in health. Just my 2 cents of course, but I'd talk to him.

[88shelz]

i tend to agree with speaking to your husband
relationships work based on honesty
it may help to have him to tak to and help you from harming

[Merc]

Definitely speak with him..as hard as that may seem.
He loves you, trust in that.
Good luck.
xx