PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
Thank you so much everyone.
I'm scared and I feel like I've got no edges. I feel like I'm falling through space. I feel I can't find anything to hold onto.
I've got PMS cramps, and am getting SI urges related to that.
Taking this annual leave from work wasn't such a great idea, as I feel so uncontained by the structure of work. I know work are still on my side, but I also am feeling hyperly paranoid and can't hold onto that.
Yet I also need this space and quiet time without pressure, to rest. Yet it all starts getting pressured at work from next week.
It's at time like these when I wish I could just escape and go and be somewhere safe and structured and peaceful, and go to therapy as usual as well. Not hospital. I'm not that ill. 'Just' vulnerable. But there aren't places like that that I know of, only in my head.
I'm wrapped in a blanket, but that doesn't really hold me together.
Big hugs. I think you need to seriously discuss this with your therapist. It is worrying.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Hello, Katie, hun *many many cuddles being sent your way*
Could you maybe set up a plan for your day? A time-table of things to do while you are not at work? Maybe some drawing, some outside the house time, some cleaning and cooking, some rest... that way you are still allowing yourself the space and rest, but can still feel structured.
Sorry if that is no help at all.
I hope speaking to your therapist helps somehow.
*hugs* thinking of you.
Roiben x
If the Human brain were so simple that we could understand it, we would be so simple that we wouldn't.
