Triggering (SI/OD) - why bother?

[airwolf282]

I feel like I'm in the process of giving up. Everything seems to upset me and I just want to shut myself off from everything. I'm not sleeping well, not eating properly, feeling sick, headaches etc. I've just had enough of it all. I barely have the energy to write this post which is probably a good thing, because if I'm not strong enough then I probably won't SI or OD on my meds. I'm so down that I don't think that cutting would have much affect anyway. Sorry for my pathetic whining

[Merc]

Nate, it is NOT whining..it is someone at his wits end.
I'm so sryy things have reached this point.
Can't remember (sorry) but do you have a doc of some sort to spk with?
It really can get better than this.
Pls PM/email/w/e if you need/want
love ya
xx

[Sigma]

*hugs* hang on in there my friend - like Romp says, is there anyone you can get more support from? When does your course finish?
Axxx

[Merc]

Just wondering how you are
*more hugs*
luv ya
xx

[airwolf282]

Course finishes at the end of next week.
Now 5 months free........but still struggling

[Sigma]

Well done on 5 months!

xxx