sick of this

[fallenpinkprincess]

I'm sick of living like this, i feel like i am in a state of nowhere, i'm not going forward, i'm not going backwards, i'm just stuck. Over the past few months my sh has got worse than ever. I've become quite reliant on it. Whenever things don't go right, or whenever i can't cope with how i'm feeling its what i'll do. I shouldn't need to do this, i'm 24, i'm a teacher, this isn't what i should be doing. what's wrong with me? i honestly don't know how much longer i can go on like this...

[in another life]

*Hugs*
Hun i'm so sorry you are going through this! You are not alone in your feelings, I'm going through something similar to you and I know how hard it is! The rational part of you obviously knows that you shouldn't SH but it's you're way of coping and it sounds as though the other part that is telling you to SH is strong. Is there anyone you can talk to about this or that can support you?
Take care!
I'm here if you need to chat.

[Tig]

Heya,

Sending you lots of hugs. I can relate to a lot of what you wrote.
Do you get any support from any professionals?
xx

[crazykat]

*Hugs* You are not alone in feeling this way. I also wanted to point out jsut because you are 24 and a teacher doesn't mean your life is going to be magically perfect, unfortunately self-harm does not discriminate. Do you have any supports in your life right now? Hang in there hunny, you can and will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx