Triggering (SI/OD) - so angry they didnt do anything

lizzy100 · 13-11-2009, 01:55 PM

iv been really ill lately, i was in so much pain yesturday and i went to A and E because iv been to the docs two days running this week and he said if it got worse id need to see a medical doc. i was in so much pain i could hardly walk or sit or move or anything. anyway A and E did absolutely nothing. he said he was going to do bloods then changed his mind and did nothing instead and sent me packing. i was just so fed up of it all, of being in pain for days that i walked out n just burst into tears. everyone outside was staring at me. i was so upset i felt like just making myself ill to punnish them all for doing nothing. i thought i could just not take my antibiotics and let it get worse (not that they are helping anyway!). i went home and hurt myself, and

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blue butterfly · 13-11-2009, 03:18 PM

I sorry that you're in pain right now hun *hugs*
Could you possibly go back to your doctor or just call him and tell him that you've been to A and E but they haven't done anything and that you're still in pain. Maybe then he can write a letter or phone the hospital ahead of you going so they definitely do some tests and find out whats wrong.

My mum used to get random pains that lasted days and she just kept going up to the hospital untill they actually did something for her.
So perhaps you could go back to the hospital. Maybe if you go again you will see a different doctor and they will treat you properly.
Dont give up,the doctors are there to help you.
x

lizzy100 · 13-11-2009, 08:14 PM

i did go back to the docs today and he basically said he thinks im making it up for attention. iv got some painkillers so im just gonna take them and if i drop down dead then good. never going to the docs ever again. i sat in the toilet after and cried for ages. then i went outside and kicked a lamp post, now my foot hurts, lol. so fed up with everything and everyone, noone cares.