tonight

falling tears · 09-11-2009, 11:34 PM

I hate nights, hate them so much... i think im going to die in the next 16 days! I really do, an im so scared, trying not to sleep and to stay alert!

I hate it and i cant relax, i feel like im going mad. how can i relax? I dont know but I cant go on like this anylonger... sorry but something needs to be done tonight... and im so scared out of my brain.

falling tears · 09-11-2009, 11:35 PM

an ive drunk too much
what shall i do?

10-11-2009, 05:31 PM

*hugs* why do you feel you will die? Is it that you've planned it or is it more of a paranoid type feeling? If it's the latter I'm sure you'll be ok. Sometimes our fears manifest into that type of feeling, even though it's not necessarily real. As for drinking too much, try to sleep it off. Drinking magnifies everything, including negative emotions. do you have a counselor or anyone you could talk to? hang in there. Feel free to pm me anytime.