My experience of anti-depressants [and it's my thread that was linked to, heh!] is that they help create a softer layer between me and my more difficult feelings, so that I can work on them more safely in therapy. I'm finding that as I get more able to manage my feelings, and as I'm on the dose reduction schedule now, I still do feel intense feelings, painful feelings, but they threaten me less.
In very unscientific language, they can subdue feelings somewhat so we can get on with life. My experience is that I was still able to feel a full range of feelings on the full dose, but it 'protected' me from them to some degree. Over time, as I became less deluged by completely negative and self destructive feelings, I am more able to experience pleasure. It takes time, especially if you've been depressed for some time, and therapy, for me at least is an integral part of the whole process.
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