Triggering (Suicide) - I need attention! What's wrong with me??

[canyouseeme]

Ok so when I self harm no one cares. They patch me up and send me on my way. I feel like there isn't any point in looking for help anymore. I talk and talk and talk and still there isn't any point to that either. All day I've thought of ending it and today does seem like the day. I'm screaming inside but I just can't let it out. I know I'll wake up tomorrow but I can't stop wishing I would disappear. I keep waiting for someone to save me and now I know that's never gonna happen.

[whirlpools]

I understand how this feels. For a long time I felt the same. You're right that nobody can save you, but it's possible for people to help you to save yourself. Do you know what kind of help you would want if you could have it? Sometimes psychotherapy can help people feel cared about and listened to, whilst helping them to understand they have the resources inside themselves to be nurturing and soothing.

[Sunshine]

how are you feeling today? im not really in the position to give advice at the moment but i just thought i would give you hug and say im here if yuo need to talk!

*hugs*
x

[I.Heart.And]

There's nothing wrong with needing attention but I think you've realised that you don't get enough of it or the right kind by self harming. What is it that is making you feel so low?
Feel free to message me if you'd like to chat about anything.
x

[startingagain]

My psychologist told me that I want people to rescue me. The trouble is people can't. They can offer you support, but at the end of the day you have to do it yourself. It still would be very nice if it could happen, but I guess when you realise that it is not the solution it makes it easier to focus on the parts that do matter. It would not do much to your self esteem if you have to rely on others for the emotional support that you should give to yourself.