or just things that help...no matter what it is...
I'll start..
I'm thankful for my hubby; only with him can i feel 'normal' and safe.
and my puppies who never fail to make me smile or feel better
and my daughter who makes me laugh and amazes me witht he things she says sometimes ansd her amzing talents
im thankful for -
my neice and nephew, aged 3 and 1, they are so cute and make me smile,
my boyfriend, he looks after me, makes me happy, and makes me feel safe, and is trying to understand me and my problems (a v big task)
my car, because when things get too much, i can just get in it and drive away!
Kayleigh x
Sick of Crying,
Tired of Trying
Yeah, im Smiling,
But inside im Dying
Somebody save me, i dont care how you do it, just save me
my sweetest little boy.
my wonderful, protective dog.
some of my family.
my friends.
roof over my head.
food in my mouth.
hot water.
air conditioning.
music.
good books to read.
funny jokes.
my psych.
my doc.
loads of more stuff...but thats a start...
BOOKS!!!!
HOW could i forget books???!! Thank you rach!
May not always be able to read but just seeing all them is a comfort to sometimes.
Funny enough; my plants. I LOVE plants and have loaded the house with as many as i can.
and all of you. Who understand right away and never judge...and are always so helpful and supportive :o)
Im thankful for comments made by people which can give a small light of hope in a dark tunnel.
For empty motorways
for my new tortoise and my old as well.
oh an how could i forget... for wining teddys in the arcade machines.
Im thankful for:
A roof over my head.
My best friend.
My family....even though were having issues.
The chance to go back to college.
Alcohol.
Cigarettes.
Music.
The ability to cook a good meal with next to nothing :P
xx
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
my loving family who are the closest thing to my heart and the only people who truly matter to me. they are the reason i keep going, even when I dont think I can.
... My job
... the complete trust my gecko has in me
... the love I have found with Paul
... the roof over my head
... the fact my basic needs of day to day life are met
... the 33% off everything I buy from Waterstone's - my life would be empty without all my books!
... my vivid imagination
... being able to make choices and having freedom of speech
... 4 hour shifts at work so I get a lie in until 1pm
... the £1.60 pints of lager in the Angel
... the fantastically loopy people who I call my friends (including those at RYL)
... the life my mum gave me as a kid; other parts maybe be rubbish, but as a kid growing up in the countryside I had fields and ponies and dogs and cats and the most fun ever!
... the happy mask I can put on each day
rachy xxxx
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure...
