Triggering (SI) - Should I continue it?

[Emmabob.]

1

Sat in science; biology. The teacher had gone out of the classroom to deal with a pupil who had being misbehaving. Everyone in class started throwing test tubes around, on the floor, smashing them, causing a big mess. 1 of the girls in my lesson started making comments about the smashed glass, emo's and self harming. I coulda cried, I wasn't emo. I was myself; a self harmer. A self harmer who happened to have slipped up badly the night before then...

2

The teacher came back into the classroom, give us a lecture then kept the full class for breaktime. I needed the toilet, I had my razor blade in my bra. I wanted to feel something, after the comments they'd being making, I felt numb. I raised my hand and asked if I could go to the toilet, I got loads of comments off people because I'd being 1 of the people who cleaned up the glass off the floor. "She's off to slit her wrists, she's emo!!" I thought to myself, me, slit my wrists? I doubt it, I don't have any skin left on my arms...

[LozzyGirl]

Urgh! I hate that sterotype too.
People assuming all self-harmers are emo. I also hate it when people who dress emo claim to self harm so they look cool.
This is quite odd considering that Im a self-harmer who also dresses emo lol. But i dont like people sterotyping like that.

I'd be interested in reading more of this its very good.

[Emmabob.]

3

I made my way to the toilets getting question by teachers on my way. "I'm just going to the toilet, then back to science" I replied to them. When I reached the toilets, I removed my blade from my bra. Sitting down quietly on the toilet, I made 5 vertical cuts on my leg. I felt something, a release of emotions. I stood up; blood trickled down my leg. I almost clapsed. "whoah" I pulled my school trousers up and set off back to class.

4

Walking over from the building I'd been to the toilet in, I became extemely dizzy. I saw a teacher and started getting questions on why I wasn't in lesson. I said to her "I don't feel well, keep going dizzy", not all lies. I looked down at my leg and noticed blood had soaked through my school trousers. ****. I got into the other building where I needed to be, walking down the coridor to the steps which I needed to go up to get back to my lesson. I got to the top of the stairs and clapsed...

[Freya]

Keep it going! xoxo :))

[I.Heart.And]

Instead of saying '1' say 'one.' There are a few spelling mistakes like corridor is spelled with two r's and it's 'collapsed' instead of 'clapsed'. Speech needs it's own line. A lot of the punctuation needs work on and I'd personally make each chapter a lot longer.
The content isn't bad though.

[Emmabob.]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beautiful-Disaster

Everyone in class started throwing test tubes around, on the floor, smashing them, causing a big mess. 1 of the girls in my lesson started making comments about the smashed glass, emo's and self harming..

this is actually from personal experience.

[LozzyGirl]

*hugz*
Someone people can be really horrible when they dont understand.
Im really liking this btw. :)

[nowhereman]

Defintely continue it.