Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Im such a horrible person

[Bulldog]

I'm not feeling good

thinking of taking them

Do i really wanna dye?

Do i really want renal falure?

I know i want time out from me!!!!

[I.Heart.And]

No, you don't really want to die or to cause permanent damage to yourself physically. Do you know what it is that's making you feel bad?
You aren't a horrible person at all.

[Bulldog]

You don't know me thou, I am, I say things that hurt others, i don't want to hurt people but i do, I don't think. Then i can't deal with the pain it causes me knowing i may have hurt someone.

Took them but am still here, well unless the damage wont show till later, but hey its for mother nature to decide now.

Thankyou for taking the time to reply

xxx

[I.Heart.And]

How are you feeling now?
As far as hurting others is concerned, my advice would be to make sure you think before you speak, about how what you are about to say will effect the other person.
I think you should go to the hospital about the OD. Things can get better.
xxx

[Bulldog]

Yeah things may get better but they will always get bad again and usually worse.

its all good i know what signs to look out for if i need to go, and its been so long there is no way to stop what damage may have been caused by it now anyway