Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - Saving a rapist
For years before I got raped, I dreamt about having my rapist fall off a cliff and trying to save him, but never being able to get there in time. I had it almost every night for almost a year. WTF?! What do you think?
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Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
He hadn't raped me yet though. I really trusted him, its really odd. x
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
if it was before then it may be completely unrelated to what happened
just a horrible, horrible coincidence
or maybe he had mental/emotional problems and you could see that and you were worried about him?
maybe look at dream interpritation sites or books, as no one can really tell you what it means excpet yourslef, it might have something to do with feeling helpless and guilt, but i dont know
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
He was always a bit odd, I'd hate to think that I though he was capable of that before he did it. x
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
It's just kinda terrifying that it means you can't trust anyone ever.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
You will find people you can trust again, but it will take time and the right people, you cant let one person take that away for the rest of your life, not everyone was and is like him.
For every bad person there is, there is hundereds of good people out there.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
There are three or four people I trust. But unles you know them inside and out you can never trust anyone.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
Yeah, I know what you mean. I don't hate everyone around me, but I'd really be wary if I had to be on my own with any one really.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
But maybe everyone should do that, cause they'd be safer x
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, And covered with a perfect shell, Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture but you're barely scraping by...
*hugs* like said, maybe it was unrelated. it might've just been random thoughts going through your head. it's really hard to tell where dreams come from.
