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01-10-2009, 09:13 PM
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Abi
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: Birmingham
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I need help, so badly
I can't do this anymore. I just don't know what to do. I can't eat because she won't let me. I can't sleep. I'm behind in everything at school. My depression is the worst its ever been. And right now I need an escape. But I don't want to hurt myself. I just don't know what to do. I can't cope with all this.
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You gotta swim don't let yourself sink,
Just find the horizon I promise you it's not as far as you think.
Do you ever wish you could die, but be alive at your funeral? Just to see who would come, who would cry, who would care? (\__/)
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01-10-2009, 09:51 PM
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Left.
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Over there in the corner!
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Who's not letting you eat, sweet? *sits with*
It sounds like you're in a really bad place with your depression, hon, and I know how that feels. It can feel physically paralyzing at times, but you've posted for support and reached out and fighting against the urges to hurt yourself. That's brilliant, well done :)
Could you maybe try ringing Samaritans or Childline and talk things through with someone on there? Are you getting any professional support, or could this be somewhat of a 'goal' when you've seeked other kinds of support?
How are you feeling at the moment?
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So you found a girl That thinks really deep thoughts What's so amazing About really deep thoughts?
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01-10-2009, 10:10 PM
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Join Date: Aug 2009
Location: England
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Hello Abi. I would like you to know that I care for you. Even though you may feel only the depression, even though nothing may seem to exist but despair - you are still loved and held in compassion.
I know your life is hard right now - with school, and eating, etc. But there is a place to rest from all this - and you do not need to harm yourself to get there. You have a source of complete peace within yourself, that is total freedom from all the pain that you experience in your life.
If you want to talk about anything please message me. I would like to give you lots of hugs and send much happiness.
All the best
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"Resolve to be tender with the young, compassionate with the aged,
sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant with the weak and wrong because sometime in your life you will have been all of these."
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02-10-2009, 07:38 AM
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~Approachable and fit (apparently)~
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: England
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Who is 'she'?
You can cope, don't give up.
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02-10-2009, 04:46 PM
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Abi
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: Birmingham
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the voice in my head. the voice of my ED. she's so strong right now. everything only seems to be getting worse and worse. I have a pychiatrist but I dont see him very often. I see my councillor tomorrow though. I've just started my A-levels, and I'm so so behind and can't keep up with it all. and don't know how to catch it up. And I'm so tired.
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You gotta swim don't let yourself sink,
Just find the horizon I promise you it's not as far as you think.
Do you ever wish you could die, but be alive at your funeral? Just to see who would come, who would cry, who would care? (\__/)
(O.o )
(> < ) This Is Bunny. Copy Bunny into your signature to help him on his way to world domination.
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