Erm yeah as the title says...Im not taking them to kill myself but to numb the pain that i feel emotionally.. But i think im addicted to the painkillers now as when i dont take them i panic..Its kinda hard to explain..
Anyway over the last few days i been getting pains in my side and stomach and am wondering has the tablets done any harm maybe? or could it be just me overreacting? or maybe its just in my head..
