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09-09-2009, 10:14 PM
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a soul in tension that's learning to fly
Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: UK
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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - failure
so everything in my life... in fact my actual life itself depended on job asap.
i started one today
within 4 hrs i was sacked
freakin out trying not to cry cos i didnt know anything, was in a italian retaurant, they guy said he didnt expect me to know anything but the customers did sadly
and i couldnt ask him all teh time cos he was busy
and anytime i tried to do something myself i ****ed up and did it wrong so i HAD to ask him evry little thing
im pretty scared about dying, but not as scared as living
sorry dad
and pete
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"I have a room for life at the home for the chronically groovy!" - Sgt Floyd Pepper
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09-09-2009, 11:04 PM
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a soul in tension that's learning to fly
Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: UK
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oh yeh i forgot i dont even matter enough for anyone to care... even here
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"I have a room for life at the home for the chronically groovy!" - Sgt Floyd Pepper
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10-09-2009, 12:41 AM
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Mummy!!
Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Newport, South Wales
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hey i would have replied sooner, but i was in the bath.
there's no way you should have been left on your own on your first day, you weren't trained to do the job, and customers should have appreciated that and the manager should have had you shadowing someone or had someone with you to make sure you were ok.
be happy that you're not going to get stuck working in a place where they care so little about their staff. sorry that it's messed everything up, hope you get a better job soon, love n cuddles, mand x
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Mand, South Wales, Full-time working, single mother to 2 scarily independent girls.
I AM A PROUD PLUMERIA SISTER
Mand x
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10-09-2009, 10:42 AM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Please take care, we are all here to support you. What scares you about living?
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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10-09-2009, 10:51 AM
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh my head is so ****ed up right now
Join Date: Mar 2009
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It sounds like it was not ur fault at all, you tried and thats all anyone can do.
Perhaps it was not meant to be and you will find a better job that you like
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i just dont know what to do with all these feelings
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10-09-2009, 12:28 PM
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#6
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a soul in tension that's learning to fly
Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: UK
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it just seems to be the same with any job, but never this soon :(
and livivng scares me cos theres always more pain around the corner, everything you work for and strive to achieve can just be taken away and its terrifying... within days u lose job, house, friends everything
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"I have a room for life at the home for the chronically groovy!" - Sgt Floyd Pepper
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10-09-2009, 02:08 PM
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#7
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Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: UK
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I just wanted to say, I understand and relate.
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Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
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