can't deal

[MrsJardine]

I wanna cut for the first time in nearly 6 months. I've had an arguement with my friend and i think our friendship could be over. I've been letting her down for a while now. She thinks everything that's gone wrong in our friendship is my fault and maybe she's right. But she gave up on me a long time ago. She said she needs time to think, and that's never a good thing. I just feel so alone, and i have no one i can talk to about this. I can't bother my hubby with it, cause he's friends with her too so it wouldn't be fair on him. I wish i could be the friend she wants me to be, but i can't. I really don't wanna lose her, we've been friends since we were like 13. I really need to cut.

[~Grace~]

im sorry, I dont have any words of advice but I just wanted you to know that I read and I care.
I hope you managed to distract yourself from cutting. Much love xx

[crazykat]

Its hard when you feel like you are going to lose your friend, it hurts. Do you think it would maybe help to explain to her why you can't be the things she wants you to be so she has a bit more of a view of what's going on? Maybe talking to your husband about it could be helpful too, id he is friend's with her, he will eventually find out anyways. Please don't hurt yourself over this, you don't deserve to be hurting anymore than you already are. Cutting is not going to change anything but probaly only make you feel worse in the long run. I hope you managed to stay safe. Take care
Kat xxx