Ok, so not long now till my Assessment on Tuesday. I'm quite nervous to be honest. I don't even know what they will ask me or what I should say.
I know one of my biggest things is my OCD. It drives me insane. It stops me from doing day-to-day activities. It is really, really getting me down at the moment. It's leading me to suicide. I hate it. I constantly think I smell and I shower 7+ times a day. My face feels dirty first. I hate it ):. If i so much as see a hair anywhere, like legs, armpits, and down there, I HAVE to shave. End of. I cry if I don't wash. I cry when I wash because I'm so sore. It annoys me because it's like a religion. I can't stop it. I can't help it. I can't go out, because I get the need to shower and when I can't get can't shower, I get anxious.
Also, My sexual abuse and voices play a big part. But I don't want to talk about them too much.
Any encouragement, hugs and help would be great.
Thanks.
Rebecca.
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