Triggering (SI) - ...

[Catharsis]

Erm, not too sure at what i am trying to achive with this post, but i think some advice would be nice.

I has tendencies to be a sadist and a masochist. I self harm, and often try to provoke others into arguments to emotionally harm one or the other of us. I am very impatient, anxious and swing between overthinking everything, and then not thinking at all. I feel two faced at times.

I was just wondering, if that's just what and who i am. Or if there could be something behind it..? Im sorry if it's all a little silly.

[Tuesday]

I can relate to some of what you're talking about, and I would definitely think that there's something behind that. It may be a good idea to dig deeper and try and figure out why.

[Darkenbow]

I relate to that too. I don't know if it's just how we are, or if we're jank. So I'm no help. But I know I can become abusive in hopes of being abused in one way or another, when it comes to relationships.
Do you do that?

[Catharsis]

Thanks for the replies.

Darkenbow, i find i do that... Both physically and emotionally... :|
Haven't worked out why though, for any of it.