Triggering (OD) - Abit confused

[portiaa]

Hello
Recently, SI hasn't been working aswell as normal
So i've started to take ALOT of tablets
I do it to just forget and get out my head or make me sleep
Only once recently did i do it to commit suicide

Sometimes when i do it, it doesnt work
I mean the tablets dont work
Could the still be causing me damamge without me feeling it?

Portiaa x

[iliketea416]

The short answer is yes. Any overdose, no matter what the size, is potentially dangerous, particularly if you are taking multiple dones frequently. Do you think this is something you could speak to your GP about? Or a close friend, counsellor?

Do you know why the self harm isn't "working"?

[rockaroni]

Yes, yes it really can. Especially with a particularly common painkiller, I'm pretty sure it can do major damage to the liver, and other meds can do severe damage to other internal organs over time. Any overdose whould be checked out by a medical professional and assessed.

There are better ways of dealing with problems, and getting to sleep. Are you in any counselling or therapy? This might help a bit with your emotional problems, and why you feel the need to OD or self harm in any way. As for sleep, there are other things, herbal remedies such as valerian root can help, or you can ask your doctor about things, such as having a routine at bedtime, putting lavendar on your pillow, that sort of things.

[portiaa]

Thank you guys, but you see i'm only 14
I do have 2 concellors but because im only young they have to tell my parents that i am OD'ing because it's putting myself at risk. I really cant have my parents finding out. And i cant go to the GP on myself "/

And SI hasnt seemed to be having that effect it normally does
I think i need to go deeper "/ to satifasy that need
But i dont want to go deeper, is that normal:S

Thank you for the support x

[musicmad123]

They'd have to tell your parents even if you were older cause you need medical attention :) it could be really dangerous doing this at least try and go to the hospital if you do to check you're ok, your parents would rather deal with you hurting yourself adn you being dead