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*dinky* · 13-08-2009, 06:48 AM

first off,
this is going to probably be really short.

well i really didn't do much today..going to open house tommorrow..nervous.dont wanna go back.im scared.isnt that wierd???

well me and mom are going thrift shopping afterward.cuz we cant afford goin to other places nowadays.
i dont mind it though..i dont have anyone to look good for.

question:
is it strange to be deathly afraid of going back to school?
i wont go into why i am exactly..because well..im tired (its 4:00 am)
but if i had the choice...i'd rather live on the moon.

....in fact,it wouldnt be all that bad.i already feel like suffocating.

CaiteeBug · 13-08-2009, 06:51 AM

Welcome To RYL!!!

BunnythesAINT · 13-08-2009, 07:35 AM

Welcome. And I think in a sense, yes it's normal. I always just am a wreck before school.

I.Heart.And · 13-08-2009, 09:33 AM

Welcome to RYL, I think it is normal to be nervous about going back to school.
If you want to talk more about why you're scared feel free to message me.
I hope you settle in soon

silent-noise · 13-08-2009, 11:06 AM

omg, i know exactly how you feel, i was admitted to a phsyc hospital for a while and when i got out nothing felt real anymore and i just wanted to be alone, but no one would let me, going back is hard, but if u act confident no one will mess with you. good luck

OutOfTheWoods11 · 13-08-2009, 01:02 PM

Welcome

Hope things seem clearer soon =]

linder surprise · 13-08-2009, 01:24 PM

i like thrift shopping more than regular shopping.

monket · 14-08-2009, 03:59 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by linder surprise

i like thrift shopping more than regular shopping.

Same. Cheaper, and a better selection!

Welcome to RYL!

*dinky* · 14-08-2009, 06:52 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by silent-noise

omg, i know exactly how you feel, i was admitted to a phsyc hospital for a while and when i got out nothing felt real anymore and i just wanted to be alone, but no one would let me, going back is hard, but if u act confident no one will mess with you. good luck

yeah..i was locked up for like 9 monhs on a drug charge.got out..and at first i actually wanted to stay.i wish i did.i dont talk alot..

silent-noise · 14-08-2009, 08:20 AM

you dont have to answer but why dont u talk? talking always helps/
xxxx

Lisaslost · 14-08-2009, 08:14 PM

Until we can make it that far why not try to write down all your fears. Read all your fears and and then throw them away. Or you could let me know what your fears are and perhaps I can help ya throw them away.

I`m an old bag now but I also feared school. Not just butterflies but actual terror! I wasn`t the smartest and I was not the coolest and I just never seemed to fit in any groups. Sucked at sports as well! So, I faked it! I read a book on How to talk to anyone, anytime and literally faked friendly. I acted aloof (like I didn`t care) and tried to greet everyone I could with the coolest `Hey` and a slight head nod. Some people looked at me and never said bugger all, some said Hi or Hey back. I always feared they would all find out that I was really terrified...but they didn`t. I made a couple good friends in a short while. They didn`t remain my friends though and I need to tell ya that school is only a short part of your life. Thank God! Another thing is the Cool kids, are not cool as soon as school is over!
I dont know if this helped but I do know fear is a bad emotion and can be sensed by those who will prey upon others.
Peace out

Katiee · 15-08-2009, 12:26 AM

Welcomeeee.

Yes, it's normal to feel scared.