Im not sure if anyone remembers me , but recently i was contacted by Laura on youtube asking if i was alright , and i actually did forget the name of the site before she told me over the phone just this second.
But this apology goes out to who ever i hurt within my time here , when i orginally sighed up to the site , i was in a extremely bad place in my life , and i was just looking for more pain in my life to push me over the edge , thank fully nothing has , and im pretty sure nothing will.
Im deeply sorry to who ever i offended in that period of time , i was such a nasty piece of work back then , and ive seen myself through the eyes of someone else and it made me click , it took me a while to get there , but i am here and ive seen the damage ive done on and off the forums. I was a selfish person.
So please please take my apology , so i can be a member here again and not hang my head in shame.
But a note to all that where close to me , I used to push away the people i love the most , its so i don't get hurt. Im dealing with it at the moment and getting there slowly but surely.
I didnt know you, and so never been hurt by you.
Athough I think you are brave to come back and apologise.
Glad to hear you're doing better than you were.
Take Care *hugs*
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
:)
awwh this is really sweet,
but unfortunatly, i'm not one u hurt either..
but this is really nice of you..
i wish i had the courage to apologise, but idk.. i'm too affraid it'll happen again...
but anyway, gd luck with getting your apologie read by the right ppl.
I don't know you, never even spoken to you - but massive respect for posting and apologising nonetheless. Not easy, I know people who'd rather run for the hills than admit they may have done something wrong :3
I'm not one of those people you hurt.
But I have huge respect for you to come back and apologise, cause its a really brave thing to do.
Just thought I'd say.
<3
"That is why, for Christ's sake,
I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships,
in persecutions, in difficulties.
For when I am weak, then I am strong"
(2 Corinthians 12:13)
