sorry you are feeling so low at the moment, hunni. I know how desperate it can feel, but suicide, surely is not the answer. There must be other, less drastic and ultimate ways you can regain controll, I know it will take work and time, but it is doable and you are strong enough to get there.
Roiben x
If the Human brain were so simple that we could understand it, we would be so simple that we wouldn't.
I'm sorry youre not feeling great atm, but I think writing out all the feelings you are experiencing was a good idea, because maybe you can try and tackle them one at a time, and make them a little less overwhelming?
when you have so many negative feelings, suicide seems like the only option but it really isn't. You have done so well and come so far, and you will pick yourself up again. Can you maybe be kind to yourself while the feelings pass? Maybe you could get a new DVD and watch that in bed, or have a bath or something. Acknowledge that its ok to have bad days, but you will come out the otherside.
Be kind to youself
Am here anytime if you wanna chat:) xxx
"If only everyone could know and live with their inner craziness…people would be fairer and happier." Paulo Coelho
suicide mnay not fgive you control because if it worked you wouldnt know if you were no long feelings the things your feeling because you lose all sensation of emotion so suicide isnt really the answer << sorry if that seems sarcy
we feel so many things some rational and some irration but feelings and emotions make us human if we took them away we would be numb and empty of life
The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears
[Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
I'm sorry that you're feeling all of these things right now, it must be really overwhelming and hard to deal with. Do you know what's made you feel so low? It's okay to feel like this, it's natural to have bad times, but do try to remind yourself that you're not helpless, you're not powerless. You're strong, and capable, and you can get through this. I understand that it feels like suicide would give you control - and I suppose, to some extent that might be true. But even if that's what you chose, there are no guarantees, you don't know what the outcome would be. And the thing is, choosing not to listen to the part of you that wants that, choosing to find a way through this, that's also showing control. And it takes real strength and courage to do that, and I know that you have those things, you can do this. Has something happened to make you feel like you're not in control?
I don't know what too suggest; I'm sure that you know better than I do what would help you right now. But please be good to yourself. Talk to someone if you can, and do something nice for yourself. And know that we're all here for you. You probably don't remember me, but I just want to say, I've always thought you're an incredible person, so strong but also really compassionate and genuinely nice. Be nice to yourself right now. I know you can do this. Take care of yourself xo
*offers gentle cuddles*
im tired and not thinking atm so will come back and reply proper tomorrow, but just wanted to say i read
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“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Thank you everyone.. the despair and powerlessness comes and goes in waves. Often it is media induced. I don't feel comfortable talking about the source of my panic, but I would think that most might be able to guess.
Plus there's personal life stuff I'm having to deal with, and conflicts online. And work.
I'm vulnerable and wobbly right now, and appreciate the support.
